[231]
and i don't know where to look, my words just break and melt, please just save me from this darkness

[230]
the last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as i could, first kiss and the first time that i felt connected to anything, the weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything i had ever learned, the final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love.

[229]
this splintered mast i'm holding on won't save me long because i know fine well that what i did was wrong. we have got through so much worse than this before, what's so different this time that you can't ignore? you say it is much more than just my last mistake and we should spend some time apart for both our sakes.

[228]
please don't let this turn into something it's not. i can only give you everything i've got, i can't be as sorry as you think i should, but i still love you more than anyone else could. all that i keep thinking throughout this whole flight is it could take my whole damn life to make this right.

[227]
never should of told you that i fell in love cause you turn me right around, throw me down, and now i can't get up, you'll be sorry, just wait and see. let's get one thing straight, you're gonna regret you left me

[226]
i'm miles from where you are, i lay down on the cold ground, and i, i pray that something picks me up, and sets me down in your warm arms

[225]
cupid shot me in the eye, so they say love is blind.

[224]
you cannot kill what is not your creation, this is the art of breaking

[223]
and i'll hush my urge to cry.

[222]
dont try to fix me im not broken, hello i am the lie hiding inside you.

[221]
i've been calling, for years and years and years and you never left me no messages, never send me no letters, you've got some kind of nerve

[220]
as hours move to minutes, and minutes take longer to break, i will be desperately awaiting

[219]
and i'll be here by the ocean, just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams. all my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes, and every wave drags me to sea. i could stand here for hours, just to ask god the question, "is everyone here make-believe?" with a tear in his voice, he said, "son, that's the question." does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

[218]
a voice crying loud, i've been crying for days now, and as i start to run, i stop to breathe. and i was nearly scared to death, why you left in paragraphs, the words were nearly over us, you stop and turn and grab your bags

[217]
i can't forget you. i know you want me to want you, i want to, but i can't forgive you. so when this is over don't blow your composure, baby, i can't forgive you, i know you want me to want you i want to..

[216]
and i will always remember you as you are right now to me..

[215]
i thought with a month of apart, together would find us an opening and moonlight would provide the spark and that i would stumble across the key, or break down the door to your heart. forever could see us not you and me, and you'd help me out of the dark and i'd give my heart as an offering

[214]
for heaven's sake i know you're sorry, but you won't stop crying. this anniversary may never be the same. inside i hope you know i'm dying, with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that may never be replaced. and if i died right now, you'd never be the same

[213]
i swear that you don't have to go. i thought we could wait for the fireworks, i thought we could wait for the snow to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt. i thought i could live in your arms and spend every moment i had with you, stay up all night with the stars, confess all the faith that I had in you

[212]
now that i’ve realized that i’m going down from all this pain you’ve put me through. every time i close my eyes i lock it down..

[211]
i remember the day you left, i remember the last breath you took right in front of me when you said that you would leave, i was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything. but i see clearly now, and this choice i made keeps playing in my head over and over again

[210]
i don't know what else to do, i cant go on when i'm loving you.

[209]
cause its all in my head, i think about it over and over again, i replay it over and over again, and i cant take it, i cant shake it

[208]
leave all our hopelessness aside, just for a little while, tears stop right here. i know we have all had a bumpy ride and i'm secretly on your side

[207]
when i'm alone, time goes so slow. i need you here with me. and how my mistakes made your heart break, i need you here with me.

[206]
too proud to breathe, but all too scared to say the things worth saying

[205]
and the pieces left that love has changed just saved everything

[204]
as i'm looking to the sky to count the stars, i wonder if you see them where you are

[203]
and you got here just in time to let me know i was worth saving, if nothing more than for the heart

[202]
and everybody knows this is the part of breaking down in anybody's arms. i'm reaching down and hoping this one's ours

[201]
so i'll pace the halls to see if i could find a hole in something, or maybe places to escape

- [200] -
everybody sing, like its the last song you will ever sing, tell me can you feel the pressure? everybody live, like its the last day you will ever see, tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

[199]
i've got no place in my heart for a criminal like you to dwell, in this endeavor, make this last forever. i'm just delirious, you can't be serious, you're so infamous for leaving me a mess...

[198]
if you can't take the heat, get the fuck out the kitchen

[197]
its like all eyes on me, i try to avoid any contact cause if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that. i'm not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you, blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom.

[196]
and i know some shits so hard to swallow, but i cant just sit back and wallow in my own sorrow, but i know one fact- i'll be one tough act to follow

[195]
i took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and i got right back up

[194]
everybody has a private world where they can be alone.

[193]
i've got a tight grip on reality, but i can't let go of what's in front of me here. i know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up, leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

[192]
maybe i know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts, and we've got to find other ways to make it alone, keep a straight face

[191]
i am walking through fire standing alone, abandoned by fate, walk me through. this is what i see, emptiness in me. this is how i feel, this is what is real. i can't move back what is now fading black. i can't replace what is being erased.

[190]
here is no one left to trust. raise a lie, one that i can see, now reverse this enormous pain, for this life to remain

[189]
and i mourn you, for the detail that is left unsaid is a reminder of the time you bled

[188]
take back the beat in your heart, why fight when you can't be bought?

[187]
return to days when you knew you still felt alive, reveal the way you felt when you could look inside.

[186]
with all things said and done, may i finally say, may i be the one, to say i hate you?

[185]
at last, recovered from an old heartache, once new, years ago. at that moment i very much pondered upon your thoughts. may we show, every piece of my heart fly, out of control what seven hundred miles deep in the past, flowing fast, breaking down in further, at last, heartbreak.

[184]
have you ever tried to run away from something, and just when you think you started fresh, it seems that same something is somewhere else?

[183]
one day i found this pen, my favorite pen. it would write beautifully until it ran out of ink. i kept it for a little afterward, hoping maybe the ink didn't run out and it would start working again. i had been told many times that the pen had no use anymore and i should let it go. so one day, i had to let go. but all along, you were my pen.

[182]
i thought you had always treated me best, but the second i turned my back all that greatness flew out of my past.

[181]
carry on home, i'll be waiting miles and miles away, leaving you to be forever seventeen, cleaning up the messes that you've made.

[180]
i'm sick and tired of writing songs about you, this is it, this is the end. take off your makeup and put down the camera, choke on the drama that makes me want to tear up the pictures, the pages you've saved, creating a life of trends and make believe

[179]
i know that you can tell, when i start to let my hopes fade away, i need to catch myself, open my ears to hear you calling my name

[178]
when i'm starting to drown, you jump in to save me. when my world's upside down, your hands, they shake me, and wake me

[177]
been fighting way too long, you had me all along.

[176]
been stuck for way too long, you're who i'm counting on. tell me you're here, that you will watch over me, forever. take hold of my heart, show me you love me, forever

[175]
i thought you would make it, because you said that we'd make it through, and when all security fails, you'd be there, to help me through

[174]
where can i turn, cause i need something more, surrounded by uncertianty i'm so unsure of... tell me why i feel so alone cause i need to know to whom do i owe

[173]
explain to me this conspiracy against me, and tell me how i lost my power

[172]
one day you'll get sick of saying that everything's alright, and by then i'm sure i'll be pretending, just like i am tonight

[171]
please don't get me wrong, because i'll never let this go, but i can't find the words to tell you, i don't wanna be alone, but i feel like i don't know you

[170]
maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much, and never will i have to answer, again to anyone

[169]
up until now, i had sworn to myself that i'm content with loneliness

[168]
you can scream out loud, but your panic falls on deaf ears.

[167]
the white on your nose is your secret to tell, so you should speak while their still listening

[166]
there's a lie for every truth.

[165]
you taste like heaven, but god knows you're built for sin.

[164]
a heart attack is sleeping in your chest waiting until the timings best to make a move while your still breathing

[163]
there's a train leaving town, if you hurry up i think you just might make it, damnit i hope you make it.

[162]
caught up on your ex still? i could get you past it.

[161]

[129]
well, i'll wait till you listen i wont say a word. to follow your instincts just never worked for me. you're silent but strong, and you're noticing nothing again

[128]
now i'm lying on the table with everything you said, keep that in mind. the way that it felt, when the most i could do was to just blame myself 

[127]
no one could help you now and make it out, you're falling way too fast to save

[126]
and we both go down together, and stay there forever..just try to get up

[125]
but i never told you everything, i'm losing hope and fading dreams, and every single memory along the way

[124]
and i'm sorry, this wasn't easy when i asked you, believe me, you never let go, but i let go

[123]
well i'm thinking of the worst things that i could say to you, but a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore and this never will be right with me, and now you're trying to desperately but i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say

[122]
i cant be superman and save you..

[121]
i'm sure you cant get over this, the fire's burning in your eyes

[120]
letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that not all things work out.

[119]
nothings as hard as the first time.

[118]
lets play tag; you got me.

[117]
she believed.

[116]
liar liar pants on fire and the pills go down and get you higher.

[115]
and the glass tastes messy, chew it louder.

[114]
it breaks your heart when people you know become people you knew. when you can walk right past someone as if they were never a huge part of your life, you used to be able to talk for hours on the phone and now you cant even look each other in the eye. it completely breaks your heart to know how good things change and there's nothing you can do.

[113]
its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. its funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. its crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. when feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. when you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. its so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and may never be the same. you tell yourself its not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

[112]
its amazing how someone can break your heart yet you still love them with every b r o k e n piece.

[111]
there are certain people you just keep coming back to. she is right in front of you

[110]
you were everything that's bad for me, make no apologies i'm crushed black and blue, but you know i'd do it all again for you.

[109]
what went wrong?

[108]
how did we get here, when i used to know you so well?

[107]
the toughest thing about change is moving forward without looking back. once you're far away you will realize what truly matters and what never did. as you observe your friendships fade and the world around you grows, you know you cant do anything about it. but no matter how hard things might seem, life keeps going. if you can believe, you can pull through.

[106]
i will figure this one out on my own.

[105]
we had it all in front of us, you were the one i was in love. but you always hurt the one you lost, i couldn't get enough

[104]
for you i am blinded.

[103]
i am standing in the ocean rain, rough and ready for your deadly game. i've got nowhere else to go.

[102]
i will be watching wherever you go, through the eyes of the fly on the wall.

[101]
were always on this roller coaster, if you want me then just get closer

- [100] -
take the pain out of love and love won't exist.

[99]
am i supposed to be happy, when all i ever wanted comes with a price?

[98]
i was the light from the lamp on the floor, only as bright as you want it to be.

[97]
i tried to be chill but you were so hot that i melted.

[96]
i do regret more than i admit

[95]
yeah twice is fine, but three times is just right.

[94]
i've got my pride and i'll let you sleep tonight.

[93]
so lonely inside, so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares.

[92]
if you need me, you know i'll be there.

[91]
its funny how your worst enemies always seem to turn out to be all of your best friends.

[90]
sometimes we'd never know what's wrong without the pain.

[89]
"it felt like the heat of my anger should physically burn him, but he only seemed more amused." -twilight

[88]
all the time i wasted on you; all the bullshit you put me through i'm checking into rehab cause everything that we had didn't mean a thing to you..i used to be love drunk, but now i'm hungover, love you forever, but now i'm sober

[87]
our time is almost here.

[86]
if you look inside a girl's heart you'll see how much she cries. you'll find secrets, best friends and lies, but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong, when nothing is right and everything is wrong

[85]
im longing for the words to describe how im feeling

[84]
life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and moving on.

[83]
lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

[82]
you just have to learn to forget the people who forget you

[81]
lets ignore each other and pretend the other doesn't exist. but deep down we know it wasn't supposed to go like this.

[80]
one day she will tell you that she has had enough.

[79]
sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

[78]
my old friends have been dropping like houseflies.

[77]
trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

[76]
you can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future.

[75]
it only takes a couple seconds to say hello, but forever to say goodbye.

[74]
if you want to, i could save you. i can take you away from here.

[73]
you'll never fall until you let go, don't be scared of what you dont know.

[72]
life without you is like a broken pencil, there is no point.

[71]
if i could build a stairway on memories, i'd walk right up to heaven and bring you back home.

[70]
all those years, they were here first.

[69]
i'm constipated, couldn't give a shit.

[68]

you're like a bubblegum machine, 25 cents a blow.

[67]
anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart

[66]
because i never really had you at all, i didnt think it would hurt this much to lose you.
 
[65]
just keep a hold on me, don't let go. if you float away, if you float away...

[64]
i wish i had the guts to walk away from what we had, but i cant because i know you wouldnt come after me and thats what hurts the most.

[63]
your life dreams are shattered, now you're gone away.
we've cried here for hours, and the hours turn to days.
we know you regret this, leaving us here, with portraits
and memories that we've held so dear. 

[62]
i wont suffer be broken get tired or wasted
surrender to nothing ill give up what i started and
stop this from end to beginning
a new day is coming and i am finally free.

[61]
i would’ve kept you forever, but we had to sever.
it ended for both of us faster than a...
kill off this thinking it’s starting to sink in,
i’m losing control now, but without you i can finally see

[60]
your promises-they look like lies.
your honesty’s like a back that hides a knife

[59]
come break me down, i am finished with you

[58]
i cant escape the thought of you, even in my dreams you are there. its not fair how youre gone and how youre moving on so fast while im still living in the past.

[57]
what if i wanted to fight, beg for the rest of my life,
what would you do?

[56]
my world just flip turned upside down, and turned around 

[55]
you say you wanted more, what are you waiting for?
i'm not running from you

[54]
letting go of someone dear to you is hard. but holding on to someone who doesnt even feel the same is much harder.

[53]
look in my eyes, you're killing me…
 
[52]
he is everything i need that i never knew i wanted,
he is everything i want that i never knew i needed

[51]
all i wanted was you

[50]
a best friend shares the good times and help you out by listening during the bad times.

[49]
i tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change.
i know now, this is who i really am inside.
finally found myself, fighting for a chance,
i know now, this is who i really am

[48]
a friend is someone who can look at you with the biggest smile on your face and still tell something is wrong.
 
[47]
a friend is someone who always knows how to make you smile even if you don’t feel like it

[46]
a single rose can be my garden, a single friend…my world

[45]
live life with no regrets
because at one time it was
exactly what you wanted

[44]
a true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.

[43]
if i didn’t know you, i'd rather not know,
if i couldn’t have you, i'd rather be alone

[42]
true friends are very difficult to find, hard to leave, and impossible to forget.

[41]
all of the while i never knew; it was you

[40]
if all my friends were to jump off a bridge, i wouldn’t jump with them, i’d be at the bottom to catch them.

[39]
i really wish i could get you off my mind,
as hard as i may try i cant forget you

[38]
when you look around and your world is crumbling or when you think no one loves you, your best friend is the one to run to you.

[37]
heres where i went wrong, thinking i could have you even though i knew the truth; you're in love with somebody else  

[36]
what a mess wish that i could get over you
my hearts telling me to..

[35]
one shot and you took me down, i could feel it when the arrow hit, you sunk me with your deadly lips

[34]
i'm in this terrible nightmare i just can't wake up from called life.

[33]
no need to leave the light on, there's no one here tonight...

[32]
don't leave me tonight. reach for me, just one time as the sun sets behind, don't say goodbye

[31]
side by side or miles apart best friends are together if only by heart

[30]
everyone's a let down, it just depends on how far down they can go.

[29]
in every circle of friends there's a whore,
the one who flirts and does a little more,
but who's to say? this is a social scene anyway,
and everybody wants to explore the new girl
caught up in her own hard liquor world,
but liquor doesn't exist in my world

[28]
you are a sell out, but you couldn't even do that right,
so your price tag has been slashed and
now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack

[27]
im finally waking up, a twist in my story. its time i open up, and let your love right through me.

[26]
now just look at that social clique, do you really wanna be a part of it? let's not let us forget where she gets the habit- she gets the pills from her skills, she gets the skills from the pills. and just look at that clique, do you really wanna be the star of it?

[25]
cause that's what you get when you see your life through someone elses eyes.

[24]
you're like a bullet goes through my heart,
a very far shooting star.
you're everything that i need,
look at how you get to me.

[23]
forgiveness is the sweetest revenge.

[22]
an apology is a good way to have the last word.

[21]
forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future. 

[20]
i'll blend up the rainbow above you, and shoot it through your veins

[19]
for every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

[18]
dont come looking for me, because ill be right here with the words you say. i'm looking for the words to say, you know what you did. you know. how can anybody forget the promise that you made? well this is how a promise breaks i always knew you'd fall through and now you're proof.

  [17]
the bitterest tears shed over graves are for words
left unsaid and for deeds left undone.

[16]
be strong now because things will get better.
it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever

[15]
the first time my heart was broken i thought i was through, i swore i'd never love again and believe me this was true. but when you walked into my life, the second your eyes met mine, i knew you were worth loving. just like before, just like the first time.

[14]
things are never smooth, there's
always some bumps along the way
that just have to ruin everything

[13]
trust can take years to build up
but just seconds to shatter

[12]
it doesnt matter anymore. things happen for a reason, tears eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how its supposed to be. moving on is the process and you have to promise yourself that you are really ready to let go.

[11]
you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got and remember what you had. always forgive but never regret, people change and things go wrong but just remember, life goes on

[10]
if you want me to fall for you, you got to give me something worth tripping over

[9]
true friends stab you in the front.

[8]
i took one big step and i looked away and then thought of the things that i wanted to say. i'm always up late, you never got your story straight i'm always up late.. i think i'm everything you hate

[7]
we're pulling apart, and coming together again and again. we're growing apart, but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

[6]
this is where we both get scared, this is where emotion flares, this is where we both prepare

[5]
the whispers turn to shouting
the shouting turns into tears
the tears turn into laughter
and it takes away our fears

[4]
this is gonna to break me clean in two,
this is gonna to bring me close to you

[3]
slow down, the world isn't watching us break down.  

[2]
when it falls into place with you and i, we go from if to when. your side and mine are both behind it's indication,
this is gonna bring me clarity;
  this will take the heart right out of me

[1]
you know you can't give me what i need
and even though you mean so much to me,
i can wait through everything.
is this really happening?
i swear i'll never be happy again and
don't you dare say we can just be friends.